Something terrible just happened

Good news is some digital art of mine I had submitted for a contest got selected to make it into a printed CGart book. Which is fucking awesome because I’m kind of trying to re-orient my career into something towards entertainement art (was a 3D modeler until the company I worked for went down last winter) and that book would be some form of exposure.

Bad news is I found out in a terribly outdated e-mail that was in my junkmail and that the guy had sent me several e-mails before asking me for the full resolution image (probably got automatically deleted over time).

I’m such a fucking idiot.

Oh my god I’m such a fucking idiot.

I emailed him to enquire about size and format required and stuff but oh my god.

What if I’m too late?

I’m so stressed out right now I can’t even